Why little darling, get on your dancing shoes! Its time to get down and boogey!

The damn music box.  The people would spin while Christmas songs/noise played.  Holy cow that thing was so annoying.  It was a blessing when the batteries ran out!  (And then a curse when Baba put new ones in months later.) 

Well it was that time of year again, Christmas.  And while in the States, I would be celebrating with snow, hot chocolate, presents, putting lights up, and watching A Christmas Story (You'll shoot your eye out!)  Oh man did I miss that leg lamp.  Well, I had a very similar Christmas experience here - minus the snow and hot chocolate and presents and shooting my eye out.  But I did put up Christmas lights!  And there was that stupid music box - holy cow that damn thing was so annoying!  Check it out!

I think thats underwear...

And as you can see, the place was pretty swanked out.  Lights, random felt ornaments hanging from the ceiling (and I'm pretty sure that they are still there) (and another fun fact, when it hit Valentine's Day, my mom sent a box with some stuff, and I hung up this swirly heart things from the ceiling as well.  It looked like the most commercially decorated holidays threw up all over the house.)



And what really happened besides the decorations...

DANCING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep, thats right.  Christmas time was the time for dancing.   And when I mean dancing, I mean standing in two lines, shuffling your feet, and doing hand motions.  Forget stage presence, its way too hot for that (in fact, many of the women standing next to you are sweating profusely and have sweat rags.)  Forget smiling.  The only thing you have to do is remember the steps and don't step on the little kids that are running around or are sitting at your feet.  And for some odd reason, most of the men don't enter the church.   Only the important men do, like the ribelle doctor, or the principal, or the pastor (and I still don't like that man.)  Otherwise, you have a ton of peeping Toms.  They crowd the windows and just stare.  I have to say that it feels very weird.

And despite the fact that the dances only have a few basic steps, practicing consumes all your evening/night time free time for 6 weeks prior (or at least in my case.  In Max's, he said that he learned his all in one night.)  So every night, I would go to the neighbor's house with Momma and a kid or two, or no kid at all if they were watching a movie or sleeping.  And then for several hours, we would practice the same routine, over and over and over and over and over.  It stuck in my mind, but apparently in other's, not no much.  So we had a combo dance of both men and women (I know right, something where both males and females are together.  HOLD THE PHONE!!  and yes it was okay), the men had there own dance (which after watching looked more like a cardio workout.  It was freaking nuts) and the women had their own dance has well.  But let me tell you something about the men's performance, they actually had two dances...

And I had the wonderful opportunity of leading them in this dance.  I happened to make the mistake of saying that I knew the dance to the Cha Cha Slide (in which, makes a good ESL listening activity if you are teaching adults direction words such as left or right, fyi).  BAD MOVE!!  Next thing I know, I am teaching all the men of our church how to dance the Cha Cha Slide (which isn't that hard, you just have to listen to the music, but apparently they needed help).  So whenever I'm at a wedding/dance and I hear that song, I start to dance to it.  Well, I get half way through the song and decide I'm finished and I honestly want to stop dancing (most of the time I do.)  So I can clearly only handle this song for about 1 minute.  Let's just say that when we were practicing, we would practice for about 2 hours!  THAT IS 2 HOURS OF HEARING AND DANCING TO THE CHA CHA SLIDE!!  AND THAT WAS EVERY NIGHT FOR ABOUT 6 WEEKS!!!!  I was not a very happy camper.  And I told Max this, and he didn't really believe until he watched the performance.  And you could hear him laughing during the entire thing.

I unfortunately don't have any pictures of me Christmas dancing, but I do have some, enjoy.


Now to make this a new Christmas tradition or not.... that is a good question.  Let me think that one over...

Abraham (being silly as usual) and Bajin getting ready to do their dancing.

The children dancing their Christmas dance.

Me and Abraham being silly while we were waiting, inside one of the churches,
 for Max's dancing group to get ready

Max, ready and waiting to go.

Shake it and shuffle it sister!

Get jiggy with it!

Dear Friend,

Dear Friend,

Hello, my name is Seiko.  I am 15 years old.  I am from Utrik Atoll, Marshall Islands.  I am in the 8th grade.  My favorite subject is math.  I have one father.  His name is Nickner.  I have one mother, her name is Mommy (yes, its true, her name was actually Mommy).  I have 2 sisters and 0 brothers.  I like to dance and sing songs.  What are your hobbies?  Where are you from?  What is your favorite food?  Can you send me one apple?  Can you send me one i-pot (suppose to be i-pod)?

                                                                                                       Love from your best girlfriend,
                                                                                                                  Seiko

That is a sample letter from one of the 8th grade students on Utrik.  I did a pen pal activity with my friend Kasey, how happened to be a teacher in North Carolina.  And I have to say that of all the activities I did with my students, this would have to be the most successful.  I originally did the international pen pal activity with my Honor's Club.  There was a select group of students who stayed after school and would do extra activities.  Well, it sounded like a great idea, but once it actually started, students wouldn't come, or the activities were a little too advanced, or it was just absolute chaos.  But one of the better activities was the international pen pals.  And holy cow did it work!

I have never seen my students so excited about school before.  My class was the first to write the letters, and then we waited until Kasey's class wrote us back.  And when they wrote back, it was like Christmas in an envelope!  And one of the best parts was when Kasey actually included pictures!  Holy cow!  My students would look at the picture - "What does my person look like?"  "Well, look at your letter.  What name do you see?"  "Brandon!"  "Okay.  Ah, here is Brandon!"

And some of my students decided to write 2 or more letters (some of the girls in the pictures are cuter than others and therefore got many more letters.)  In the following weeks, Max (the other WT volunteer) had his 8th graders write in their jounals about something they liked about America.  Most of the students wrote about the pen pal letters!  And to top it off, Honor's Club that night went an extra 2 hours longer than what it was suppose to. 

On the downside - that night I found out about the hammer and the boyfriend.  :(

And on another side note, here is the conversation that played out with Max and Seiko (and her mother's name is Mommy)

Max - What is your mother's name?
Seiko - My mother's name is Mommy.
Max - NO.  What is your mother's name?
Seiko - My mother's name is Mommy.
Max - NO!  What is your mother's name?
Seiko - My mother's name is Mommy.
Max - NNNOOOOOOOOOO!

When it rains, its pours... and floods your house.

So when I was growing up, I was always taught never to be in or near water during a thunder shower.  "Beth, the lightening will come down and strike you as you wet, lather, rinse, and repeat."  Well, I'm starting to think that its all just a load of crap (and I still would be covered in shampoo).

Well, on island, I discovered the real truth to this.  It at first was a normal day.  I woke up, I went to school, I taught some English (whether it stuck or not I don't know, but I would like to think that I made an educational difference  - but I digress), I came home.  I decided to go on a walk with my two little brothers to a church because some of the women where practicing singing for a church thing.  Well, the sky started to turn very dark (now if I was an all telling fortune teller, I would have realized that the heavens were about to open up and tens of thousands of gallons of water was about to be dumped, but I am no fortune teller).  And there was something weird happening with the tide.  It was huge.  It was like high tide on a very powerful performance enhancing drug - or the scientific word is "king tide."  Well, one of those was happening.  The tide was literally coming over the sandbar.  It was as if the sandbar was nothing, a tiny speck in its path to ultimate destruction.  It was incredible.  And lets just say that when both forces combine, you are going to get a flood.  Nuf said.

Well, once Babba finds us and we (host brothers and myself) race back to our home in the downpour, and then you would think that the fun is over and that we are safe in a nice, dry house.  HAHA, fooled you.  Next thing you know, the roof is leaking.  So lets place many many buckets.  The tides are going nuts, break over the sand dune, and bam, knocking at our front door.  Now its race to see if we can pick everything up off the floor and onto higher ground (and by higher ground, I mean the beds, which are maybe 2 feet off the cement floor).  And then the flooding comes into my room.  I quickly move everything onto higher ground (because having a wet mattress sucks).  And I put my books (that were originally on the floor) onto my giant tupperware container that was used as a dresser.  Did you know that giant tupperware containers can float, even if it is full of clothing and has many many many many big books on top.  NOOOOOOOOOO.  That sucker floats and rolls over (like when you teach a dog new tricks).  So then all my books are now in the water - shoes are floating everywhere - packets of ramen are sailing through - leaves, sticks, small rats, and other rather disgusting debris are washed in as well.

Have you ever had sopping wet books.  They are incredibly heavy.  And I actually rang out my Marshall Language Manual.  Thats right, twisted it like you would a wet towel.  And quite surprisingly, a lot of water came out.  Now that I think about it, it would have been funny if a lot of Marshallese came out of it as well (haha, let's just say that I was a very unmotivated slacker to learn Marshallese).

So now, everything is wet, and water is coming in at all angles (up, down, left, right, sideways, backwards) and we are having a blast.  (Fun side note, right when the flooding was starting to occur, I noticed that Babba was trying to get work done, but all the kids were getting in the way.  So I grabbed my shampoo and we all took showers in the rain.  But after I dried off, I just got wet again, no luck.)  And people start coming over - the boyfriend, neighbors, people on the other end of the island.  "Where is the ribelle going to sleep?"  Ah, I was going to sleep in this bed, with my sister Bajin (who rolls a lot and kicks) We manage to eat something, and drink coffee, and the children go to bed.  And I go to bed to.  It was incredibly cold and all I can say is thank goodness for that extreme fleece blanket with the motorcycle on it.

And the next day (and forever), I could never find my missing sandal...

Island sick?

Well its been a while since I last posted and I guess I should post again.  I would like to apologize for such a long wait, but my computer's motherboard decided to pass away.  So I held a funeral for it at the Mac Care shop in Chiang Mai, Thailand.  (Oh, I should update you, right now, I'm teaching English at a government school in the mountains of the Chiang Rai province in northern Thailand).  And now my computer is fixed (like a Mac Frankenstein!) and running perfectly!  So thank you guys at the Mac Care shop - ITS ALIVE!! ITS A-A-ALIVE!!

Combine - 7 years old

Abraham - 5 years old

So lately I've been kind of moody, kind of day-dreaming, and kind of wondering what if...  And now that I am away from Utrik, I feel that I need to go back and that it was a mistake to leave.  What if I stayed and did an extra year?  But at the same time, I needed to leave.  But now I have this overwhelming urge to venture back into my old life. I sometimes find myself conversing in my very broken Marshallese, when I know I should be learning Thai.  I imagine my little brothers here with me - Abraham and Combine.  I see them as students in my school here.  (And then I start laughing to myself and the other teachers look at me like I am crazy.  Maybe I already am?) I often day-dream about what it would be like to take one of them home with me (and home meaning the United States).  I often dream about Combine sitting in an American class, or I often dream about me living back on Utrik.  I see pictures and events run through my head (with a marathon pace) and no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get rid of them.  I miss Utrik terribly.  And I want to go back. (or try to bring Utrik to me)  And its getting weird because now I start to smell the smells of the island.  I'll be teaching and all of the sudden, it starts to smell like copra or it will start to smell like the lagoon (which is pretty weird because there is no ocean where I'm at).  And one of my third grade students looks like Combine - which is really starting to freak me out.  I'm just hoping that one of these days I don't actually call him Combine in class.  That poor kid would be so confused.

So I don't know what to call this disease, this sickness.  Is it home sick?  Because I would not call Utrik my home.  The United States will always be my home, but Utrik will always hold a special place in my heart - particularly my host family and especially those two boys.  There were times when I acted like a mother (yeah, I tested out my mothering skills - I called it Rent-A-Child), and I really loved them.

Don't get me wrong, there were things about Utrik that I would personally not like to experience again - for example the boyfriend/movie dude hammer incident and situational starvation (although now I know I can consume clear jello/mush and live to tell about it).  And there are somethings in Thailand that I love and I am glad to be experiencing them right now (interesting comparisons - the students in Thailand can behave themselves.  They can sit for long periods of time and not have to throw rocks at each other.  And the teachers actually come to school and do their jobs and are qualified to do them. But when asked whose English levels are better, I'm going to have to say the Marshallese.  Only because all the of text books are in English.  So the students are learning science in English, social studies in English, and so on.  So the students are learning English and other subjects at the same time all the time.  That is not the case here in Thailand.  Just thought you should know.)  So this puts me at a difficult spot.  Do I stay or do I go now? (name that song!)

So I guess what I am trying to say is, I'm island sick.  Is there a medicine or some prescription to fix this?

I become a master chef!

Okay, maybe not to the level as Emerald or that woman who does the southern cooking - but by my standards - I deserve an award.  And you may be asking what exactly did I specialize in making.  (Self - What did Beth specialize in making while she was on Utrik in the Marshall Islands?)  What a good question - it was cookies!  C IS FOR COOKIE!  THATS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME!  And I must say that these cookies were amazing.  And because I didn't have any measuring tools, it was a lot of guesswork.  So my thinking process went something like this - "Lets out in this much flour (fill the bowl about 3/4 of the way)  And because I have all this oatmeal - lets fill the bowl 3/4 with oatmeal.  Now the bowl is 6/4 full with flour and oatmeal.  Now I definitely need to add sugar.  Wait, lets pour in some more sugar.  And what exactly is baking powder?  I guess I should add some.  I mean all the people here put baking powder in things, I guess I should too."  Okay so that was my general thought process while making these.  And the other ingredients would include cinnamon, and instant coffee.  Usually the instant coffee would serve as the base for the frosting (and condensed milk - in which is super disgusting)  So yeah, that is essentially how I made all those cookies - a great job of guess and check.  And baking these cookies took time - time to collect the coconut shells for the fire, getting the proper stuff to light the fire, me trying to light the fire and then Carbit or Baba coming to help me because I couldn't do it, then waiting for the coals to come because if you put the oven thing on too fast then the coals dont come and get a ton of smoke, and then putting the cookies on.  The funny thing was I didn't know what temperature anything was, so it was super hit and miss.  HAHA  But in the end, the cookies tasted delicious!  Yummy yummy yummy!!

Situational Starvation - Holy cow I looked good!

(Before I begin, I would like to apologize for the delay in my posts.  Its been somewhere around a few weeks and I have not posted, so I am terribly sorry.)

So you know when people say that they are starving.  I happen to do this all the time.  I say I'm starving and then I look into my cupboard (which happens to be full of food) and state the fact that I have absolutely nothing to eat (all lies).  Well, I have been in a situation where I had no food - literally!

So Utrik is super far north of the capital (about 250 miles) and because it is that far north, boats/ships/yachts don't come very often.  And that means the lagoon stays fairly empty.  And when the plane breaks down, and the food ship stays in the Majuro harbor because it keeps breaking down/people keep adding more food to it - the island will run out of food.  Just saying...

So around the month of December, food on island began running low.  Everyone was low on rice, low on flour, there was absolutely no sugar (which I guess was a good thing).  But there was still food around.  We ate this stuff (I'm forgetting the name - my bad) made out of fermented breadfruit.  Sounds gross, and it was.  yum....  So I left Utrik for midservice in Majuro (the land of dairy!!!!  AND VEGGIES!!!!).  WorldTeach required us to come in and discuss what was going well and what was not going so well on island, with our host family, and inside the classroom.  Holy cow, cheese and yogurt never tasted so good.  But alas, it was time to go back on island.  And what a surprise awaited me there...

So I get back to island, and all the food is gone.  There is no rice, no four, no fermented breadfruit, and all the local produce was out of season/not ripe.  And because Baba (host dad) was on the capital island, we had no steady supply of fish.  And fishing wasn't too good either.  Max (the other WT volunteer with me on island) said that his host dad (who is a great fisherman by the way) wasn't doing too good either.  It was like all the fish banned together and decided not to get caught (either by spear or   fish trap).  There was one neighbor who feed us.  His fish was super tiny and extremely deep-fried - like black deep fried - like I could literally eat the whole fish (bones and all) and it tasted like burnt grease fish.  Well, now that the island was out of imported/ tree based food/ sea based food, it was time to dig.

We now got to eat this stuff called muk-a-muk.  The finished product looks like a clear jello/jelly combo rolled in coconut shavings.  It tasted like magic in my mouth (okay, well, super bad magic, or maybe like fecal magic)

Here it is folks!  The main attraction! Lets give a hand for - MUK-A-MUK!!!!!

It takes some work to make the muk-a-muk.  When you dig it up, it looks like a potato.  I sure wish it tasted like a potato.  So after grinding the potato looking thing into a puke color puke texture mush (the same stuff Carbit made a penis out of - please see one of the previous posts for the reference), you grate it with water and let it sit.  The end product is this white powder/chalk looking stuff.  Well, just heat that stuff up and *bam* (pretend a magic poof just showed up), you have muk-a-muk.  So yeah, I ate this stuff for about a month for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.  At one point, I was thinking about a hunger strike until and then I realized, I already was on one (partially).

Max eating some wonderfully tasting muk-a-muk.
Don't gag it up now.

YUMMY!  YUMMY!  YUMMY!

 So when that food ship came, man, that was amazing!  I'm pretty sure I ate more calories in the one day the ship came back then the past 4 days combined.  And then we all had a shit show (literally - like massive pooping all over island because people were over eating/holy cow - fiber!!)  And so I took this picture of my situational starvation results.  I thought I looked pretty good.  Maybe that should be my new diet book that will make me famous - locational situational starvation.

I thought I looked pretty good from eating only muk-a-muk.

Sign up here for the tour.

Why hello again, its me, Beth Kopay.  And for this post, I want to write about something more upbeat and happy.  Because lets face it, the last two posts have been rather dark.  So I thought it would be a great idea to give you a tour of the island.  As mentioned before, I was on Utrik, one of the furthest northern islands in the Marshall Islands.  Over the course of the year, I learned to love the island, and everything it embodies.  The people, the place, the love, the hate, everything.  And I feel that it isn't really fair for me to just explain my feelings, for most of you have never been there before.  How can I describe a place and get equal justice from all?  It would be bias towards my opinion, my way of life, my views, and whatever else goes on inside my head.  So on my last few days on island, I took a jambo (or a walk) with my camera, and taped my process.  I started down on my end of the island, and past the school, past Max's house, past the different churches, until I got to the sea.  And now I want to take you on a tour of Utrik.  So please buckle your seat belts, and keep your hands and feet inside the moving vehicle at all times.  Sit back and enjoy the ride.

(Okay, so my video was too large to post on this site, but its up on youtube.  So here is the link! But in order to keep you company for now, here is a video of my host sister, Bajin (with the colorful bands in her hair), and her friend, Tine (with the flowers) dancing.  Its super cute!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xFaynVReKs